don't deconstruct, then fill me in

great saturday night: reading Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close while listening to Billie Holiday

ventured through san francisco today with eric, record and thrift shopped on haight
House of Nanking in chinatown

went to see devendra play at yoshi's, san francisco last night

tres great

wheat thins and spinach dip.
mmmmm

La Mer, a bercé mon coeur pour la vie

day trip to sunset beach. we were the only living humans there, it was pretty perfect

i want to fly a kite

new apartment is official - anxious to move innnnnnn



i feel like listening to the velvet underground

i'm super interested in investing in a turntable

it's always seventy-five with no melting snow

it felt like summer today, complete with a barbecue.

and now i'm leasing an apartment in the bay area! for the summer. and it's going to be great. spread the word to kelly and stephanie
i love them
i love telling them animated stories
i love them telling me that they wish i would tell stories all the time
i love plotting how to rid a horrible someone from my life
i love hearing a horrible someone talk about me as i walk by
i love constantly doubting myself in this mess
i love that my life is so fucking masochistic


those sunflowers really should grow



Keep the wind at your back
And the sun on your face

Let's not forget ourselves, good friend
You and I were almost dead
And you're better off for leaving
Yeah you're better off for leaving

On the phone pleading, saying, "Baby I love you,
And I'll leave her and I'm coming out to California"

Let's not forget ourselves, good friend
I am flawed if I'm not free
And your husband will never leave you
He will never leave you for me